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Friday, April 20, 2007


Eventually, and after alot of thinking i made this hard decision to quit from the blogsphere till the end of this term, to focus more and more on my studies, so no more blogging, reading and following blogs or even logging :((. As my grades in this term will specify which department i'm gonna join the coming two years inshaa' Allah (Biochemistry,Microbiology,Botany,Zoology,...etc)
Notably, the Biochemistry which i wanna specialize in, needs high grades. The last term i passed with "very good" as a total grade and "good" in chemistry (which made me so depressed) so it's a requirement to pass with distinction this term to be able to join biochemistry department.
It's not an easy task, No at all, especially in this faculty (it's known to be the hardest faculty).

And b'coz i've been taught that one should be responsible in the place he has chosen for himself whatever its difficulties and hindrances are, i shoudn't surrender. And b'coz i've been taught that one doesn't lose when beaten but when retreat, i won't fall back insha'allah. And maybe i failed in a round ba' Thanks God i've another one, So i won't give up and i'm asking him The All Mighty to give me the patience, the strength and help me to work harder and harder to reach my goal, to benefit Islam insha'Allah and to study something i really love and not to let down all the doctors who put their big trust on my abilities that they began to call me "doctor salma".
This term is twice as difficult as the last term, ba' as long as i repeat this to myself "LIFE IS ABOUT FIGHTING FOR YOUR EXISTENCE- BUT IN AN HONORABLE WAY-" I'll try my best insha'Allah.
So and with all grief, i'll miss you my blog and all my friends blogs and the blogsphere as a whole.


posted by Salma at 9:34 PM 7 comments

Friday, April 06, 2007

by Josh Groban

A truely splendid, impressive and wonderful song lyrics that i really love. When i firstly listened to it i wished that this lyrics would have been dedicated to me, okay.... i'll do this by myself. I dedicate this song to ME :((...... lol

Read the lyrics at first and then check the video

Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
When you're heart's heavy
I...I will lift it for you
Don't give up
Because you want to be heard
If silence keeps you
I...I will break it for you
Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved
Don't give up
It's just the hurt that you hide
When you lost inside
I...I will be there to find you
Don't give up
Because you want to burn bright
If darkness blinds you
I...I will shine to guide you
Everybody wants to be understood
Well I can hear you
Everybody wants to be loved
Don't give up
Because you are loved
You are loved
Don't give up
It's just the weight of the world
Don't give up
Every one is to be heard
You are loved

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posted by Salma at 12:27 PM 12 comments

Sunday, April 01, 2007

I've been tagged!!!

Folks i've been tagged for the first time :)
While i w
as checking K-man's blog -as usual- for a new post (as i don't like to miss any of his posts ;) , i found that he 'd tagged me...Thanks K-man so much for this tag.

"Five things you don't know about me"

Actually it's a bit difficult tag as i used to share every lil thing with ma friends. I know it's not always a good thing to share every detail in your life with your friends . I tried alot of times not to talk about something or another ba' i just can't stand not sharing them any new events!

Thanks God i've wonderful friends..i guess if they weren't wonderful i wouldn't share them everything.

For my Blogger Friends..I'm sure that there're alot of things you don't know about me...But what to list?!!
let me think mmmmm...

OKay, Heeere we go!

1) Alot of times i think of something or plan to study something with a loud voice and i do this unconsciously , as if i'm talkin to myself.
I guess i do this when my mind is so crowded with alot of things and i just fear that the plan i'm thinking of might blow with the wind so i confirm it by thinking of it unsilently.
Oh and i've been thru embarrassing situations, one day in zoology section while dissecting a cockroach i was encourging myself and repeating the steps of dissection in a loud voice and the doctor -that i didn't notice- laughed at me..

2) I Adore eating butter biscuites or any kind of cakes while drinking my cup of tea with milk. And the cup of tea with milk is one of the essential things in my life.
i wake up by it and it's just like water to me. Sometimes when i'm in a bad mood i make myself a cup of tea with milk and order any kind of sweets(the smallest bar of chocolate, slice of cake ...) from the supermarket and eat it while drinking this cup, Ooh it has power to change my mood to the better!!! weird isn't it hehe!

No i guarantee you that these cakes and biscuits contain no "bad" ingredients that makes one become suddenly happy lol :)

3) I like playing soccer, although i'm not a good player and i haven't kicked a ball since i was mmm.. 13 years i think when i played it with ma brothers, cousins and friends, we really had much fun. When i saw some guys in the campus playing soccer i envy them, they can play it anywhere even in the streets and no matter to play it with a pepsi can or an empty water bottle.

4) I always loved winter and it cheered me up to see it raining, this year i'm totaly different; I’m not that keen on winter and rain at all and a bad feeling comes to me when the sky’s covered with clouds and the sun goes away.

the fifth...mmm...

5) I don't believe in this kind of friendship between guys and girls (boyfriend,girlfriend) that i see in the campus. I don't know but i think that most of this close relations is fake(Ofcourse there're exceptions).
I'll tell you why..most of nowadays guys and girls when enter the college the first thing that pops into their minds is to find the lover who will stay with in the campus walking with,laughing , buying her diet pepsi from the cafeteria....etc and no matter not attending the lectures or labs , (kol she2 yohoon fe sabeel el they say) and most of them fail in the exams.
From the first day in college they start to search for the boy/girlfriend rushly, and imitate this film or that...after 1 month or months he/she figures out that he/she wasn't the proper, they broke up, find another one bla bla bla.
I know alot of similar situations and all ended up with broken hearts and teary eyes. Alot of teenagers feelings aren't stable ( and sure there're exceptions) n they just let their feelings to lead them while leaving their minds behind and sooner or later they realize that it was the wrong choice.....I wrote alot , i hope you didn't get bored and get it.

I tag Aymanov , Amr Zakzook , Pinky , Dina Samaha and Salma Graph


posted by Salma at 7:05 PM 3 comments

Love this music