Lilies in glory
Friday, February 23, 2007
I'M A ROCK
Something for the broken-heart. Something for those who’ve been deceived by a fake friend. That friend who you’d spent nice days with; laughing, joking and go out with,doing your best for him/her, give him/her a hand before he/she asks for it and then when you become in need of him/her, he/she lets you down over and over again ‘easily’ although he/she knows well that he/she is the only one who can help you out from what bothers you And unfortunately with no reason or with an illogical one…NO matter………
Sometimes some of us or at least me (-I don’t know-) need to strengthen myself when face a situation similar to the one above. I force myself not to cry over who doesn’t deserve my tears and pain. I try hard and keep on trying to be A ROCK with those hypocritical people; Today and 'suddenly' they love you so much, Tomorrow they want something from you and need your help...they got what they want..., The day after tomorrow “you’re just a classmate” or even they don't know you….In such situations I really want to be A ROCK
This song says it all,
A winters day
In a deep and dark december;
I am alone,
Gazing from my window to the streets below
On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
Ive built walls,
A fortress deep and mighty,
That none may penetrate.
I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain.
Its laughter and its loving I disdain.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
Dont talk of love,
But Ive heard the words before;
Its sleeping in my memory.
I wont disturb the slumber of feelings that have died.
If I never loved I never would have cried.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
I have my books
And my poetry to protect me;
I am shielded in my armor,
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb.
I touch no one and no one touches me.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
And a rock feels no pain;
And an island never cries.
Labels: Fake friends, hypocrisy, wanna be a rock
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
Back to the college
And once again the rumors begin!! I really can’t understand why some students adore spreading disappointed rumors about the lecturers, the courses we’re gonna take in this ‘un-passed’ term and no matter describing how complicated the exams used to come specially in this term even if we’re just in our first day in it. For God sake WHY?!!
Days ago (when the new term just started) a freaked student came running and said “oooh Gosh, some guys told me that we’ll take Organic, Physical, Analytical and Thermo-chemistry this term”.
To your knowledge this term extends for only 4 months, how on earth could we take all this stuff beside Physics, Zoology, and Botany! That doesn’t make sense at all!
And here’s another colleague with a new one: “Hey all, did you hear what’ve heard?! “4” doctors are gonna teach us zoology this term! It must be a so long so difficult course, oh and the doctors of physics… no one could understand a word from them… I think we should take private courses.” The so funny thing is when you ask any of these students from where they got all these hopeful news(lol) and specially those about the doctors, Most of them say: “from a doublerd student” (The one who didn’t pass the previous year and is repeating it once again).
You left all the students who passed, and asked this one…Why?!!
Last year i faced this kind of pessimistic, nagging, and boring (sometimes) students. But because i know that pessimism, grumble and boredom are quick infectious diseases just like cholera, also because i believe greatly that there’ll be nothing difficult if we do our best, work hard and keep our faith and trust in God that he’ll never give us less than we deserve, thus, I’ve never given them an ear to what they say, and thanks God, i passed the last year with distinction and with no private courses( only 1 in Physics…No wonder hehehe :).
What i wanna say is…Go ahead never let anything or anyone discourage you from your quest, don’t be afraid of anything and remember that “the world is so fast that there’re days when the person who says it can’t be done is interrupted by the person who’s doing it.” Always try your best and never surrender easily and don’t ask those who you don’t know well or don’t trust for advice.
Labels: college rumors, Go ahead, My college life, Never surrender, Vacation is over
Sunday, February 11, 2007
YOU....
From where could I start?
And how could I write feelings I Store in the deepest part of my heart?
How could I explain to you?
How much I love you?!!
YOU are the candle
YOU are the candle
That guides me when it gets dark
YOU are the land
YOU are the land
That snatches me
when I swim alone in an Ocean with hungry sharks
YOU are the sun
YOU are the sun
That brightens my life
That dries my tears when I fell cry
YOU are the moon
That romantically hugs my stars
YOU are the breeze of the spring
That makes my optimism reaches Venous and Mars
YOU are the wind
That wipes away my sadness and fear
YOU are the eagle
That flies up high Scratches whoever bites me
YOU are the ANGEL
God gifted me
For you I’ll do the best I can
Coz YOU are my sweetest BROTHERS i've ever had
I dedicate this poem to my brothers but with all trust that a sea of wonderful words wouldn't be enuogh for them. And a special dedication to my brother who studies in canada,and who's struggling to reach his goal. Love you & miss you zeyad.
Labels: Miss you Zeyad, One of my poems, To my brothers
Saturday, February 03, 2007
Jokes Of Mr. Bean
Here are some jokes that i want to share with you :)
1) BRAIN TUMOR:
3) WHILE IN A DRUG STORE:
Mr. Bean: I'd like some vitamins for my grandson.
Clerk: Sir, vitamin A, B or C?
Mr. Bean: Any will do, my grandson doesn't know the alphabet yet!!
4) AT AN ATM MACHINE:
Friend: What are you looking at?
5) Marriage:
1) BRAIN TUMOR:
Doctor: I regret to tell you that you have a brain tumor.
Mr. Bean: Yesss!!! (jumps in joy)
Doctor: Did you understand what I just told you?
Mr. Bean: Yes of course, do you think I'm dumb?
Doctor: Then why are you so happy?
Mr. Bean: Because that proves that I have a brain!
2) MR. BEAN WHILE IN GRADE SCHOOL:
Teacher: What is 5 plus 4?
Mr. Bean: 9
Teacher: What is 4 plus 5?
Mr. Bean: Are you trying to fool me, you've just twisted the figure, the answer is 6!!
3) WHILE IN A DRUG STORE:
Mr. Bean: I'd like some vitamins for my grandson.
Clerk: Sir, vitamin A, B or C?
Mr. Bean: Any will do, my grandson doesn't know the alphabet yet!!
4) AT AN ATM MACHINE:
Friend: What are you looking at?
Mr. Bean: I know your PIN no., hee, hee.
Friend: Alright, what is my PIN no. if you saw it?
Mr. Bean: four asterisks (****)!
5) Marriage:
Friend: How many women do you believe must a man marry?
Mr. Bean: 16
Friend: Why?
Mr. Bean: Because the priest says 4 richer, 4 poorer, 4 better and 4worse.
6) CHATTING WITH HIS FRIEND:
Friend: How was the tape you borrowed from me, is it Ok?
Mr. Bean: What do you mean ok, I thought it's a horror film. I didn't see any picture.
Friend: What tape did you took anyway?
Mr. Bean: Head Cleaner.
7)DEATH OF HIS MOTHER:
Mr. Bean:(crying) the doctor called, Mom's dead.
Friend: condolence, my friend. (After 2 minutes)
Mr. Bean cries even louder
Friend: what now?
Mr. Bean: my sister just called, her mom died too!
8) MR. BEAN ATTENDING A MEETING:
Colleague: Sorry I'm late. I got stuck in an elevator for 4 hrs because of a power failure.
Mr. Bean: That's alright, me too...I got stuck on the escalator for 3 hrs.
9) Spelling lesson:
Mr. Bean's Son: Dad, what is the spelling of successful....is it one c or two c?
Mr. Bean: Make it three c to be sure!
